Dear Elijah Ryne,
This blog is not a first.
I have written plenty of times, about plenty of things that hold absolutely no true significance in the great scheme of life--- my life.
It's not that I like to rant.. though i do. It is more or less that I find i need to write, but i know i have nothing really important to say. Or so i thought.
It is interesting, now, that i look back at all of my old posts, all of my old blogs in general and see nothing but a child's chicken scratch complaining about the little things and trying to justify an ignorant opinion by making it sound inspirational. If i was not so hefty minded, i might even feel embarrassed.
Despite all of this, though, i made another blog.
I could not tell you exactly why i needed another one, maybe just to feed an irrational addiction, possibly just because there are so many versions of myself it is impossible to keep track-
Or maybe it is because i have found the version of myself i want to live my life being. The version of myself that feels right, feels natural.
I think that might just be it:
I found who i am in the midst of everything I am not.
So this is my new start.
Do not get me wrong, i have no intention of changing who i am or who i have been.
My intention is EMBRACING it.
- TJ
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